Anariel-Erestor

Knife's Edge At this time my life is uncertain I grasp and straws, making plans Any small ounce of certainty I gain Turns to smoke and slips through my hands I don't know who I can turn to Who can I trust during this hour? Who will help me in this moment When I feel I have lost all my power? Will anyone catch me? Will anyone break my fall? Even though I'm offered so much reassurance Will anyone be there at all?

"So perfect" came the soft purr from his Vulcan lover as hot lips descended on his earlobe. Perfect…? Kirk mouthed the word soundlessly, slightly shocked by the adoration he could feel emanating from Spock.  Soft kisses traveled lovingly to his mouth, tips of their tongues caressing gently. "I must…taste you" said a breathy whisper against his lips as he opened himself to accept the thrust of Spock's tongue against his. The kiss gained in strength and desperation, bodies growing hotter under the onslaught, somewhere in the whirl of emotions and sensations, Kirk moaned softly, accepting his lover's need, giving in to his

Thrashing the in the pull of emotion Some of it others, some is my own I am pushed and pulled and manhandled By the strength of the undertow There is no higher ground There seems to be no escape I keep wondering what I have done To have received this fate When will my life be mine? When will I be free When will I have a chance To have loving arms hold me I try to stay above water I tread with all my might I am losing the energy To continue with this fight I know I need help I fear to ask will make me weak I continue with my existence There is no comfort even in sleep I have reached out to many Few have reached back for me

Does anyone know the my pain Can anyone hear me cry at night? Does anyone care how much it hurts Feeling like I never do anything right? I try to be there for my friends To be supportive, to love help and care But when they leave me they never know The pain is agony to bear. What happened and when? What did I say that hurt them so That they didn't even tell me But they turned their backs on me to go I wish I could be perfect And be my best for them What I wouldn't give in all this world To be a perfect friend.

Where are you? Where have you gone to What have I done to drive you away? Was there something I said that hurt so badly That I suffer in silence without you? I had hoped we would support one another Through our pains, through our joys The little triumphs that make life worth living My friend and brother in Suffering, we could strengthen each other Where are you? How do you feel in this silent pause? What have I done to cause you pain? Have I hurt you in some way that you left? Why is there silence between us, and a feeling that I am the cause? Please be patient with me, I know I can be tiresome But wasn't there a time that you f

Can you see me? Can you look through all the walls I've put up? In place of shields that are stronger, healthier Can you see me? Can you see my heart, can you see my mind What do you think of me, I can't read you Can you see me? Do you see me? Am I invisible to you, I never know Have I scared you away; is it too late? Do you see me? Can you see me? Do you want to?